"it was y/n who used to write me letters"

taehyung said and Mrs. Kim and Jennie looked at him confused"oppa what are you saying?" "I'm saying the truth that secret admire who used to write me letters was y/n"he said breaking the hug and looking at both at them.

"so what oppa? even if she was the one who used to write you letters you said that you and sana unnie both used to love each other that's why you both were dating and it show that from starting she liked you and she did all the things to seperate you both." "yes tae jennie is right remember what she did to seperate you with sana that her own family disown her"

taehyung shakes his head while saying "no I lied to you all I dated sana because I thought she was my secret admire and wrote me all those letters."

Mrs. Kim and jennie both widden there eyes

"oppa can you please clearly tell what happen"

"yes tae tell us please. what are you trying to say?"

taehyung nooded his head and said

"jennie do you remember when I told you all that me and sana are dating and i proposed her before that day" jennie nooded her head. she still remember that day and she was very happy for her oppa that he got such a nice girl. but now she is totally confused.

"so what happened was"

flashback

Day before y/n was going to propose him

after playing his basketball match Taehyung was going towards his locker when he saw a girl putting something in his locker. he stopped on his track and saw clearly that she was putting something like paper and instantly something came in his mind. "secret admire" he thought and his heart beat started to increase. he really wanted to know who that girl. even without knowing her name and face he was already head over heels for her. he silently took some steps and cager her between him and locker.

"caught you" the girl back was facing him so he didn't saw her face. he slowly turned her around and he got shock to see her face.

"sana" he said "so it was you who used to write me letters" he never expected that. she bite her lips nervously and nodded

"yes it was me who used to write you letters" "I never expected it to be you."

suddenly there was a awkward silence between them.

"why didn't you told me it was you?" taehyung asked

"I was scared of your rejection that's why I didn't told you"

taehyung was very happy. from inside he was very excited that he finally got to know his secret admire. he thought so many things when he will meet her. now only one thought came to his mind.

"will you be my girlfriend sana" he asked

sana eyes widen "really taehyung?" he nodded his head and she blushed and said yes.

taehyung hugged her and said "you don't know how much happy I am today. and I was desperately searching for you. you don't know how much I am in love with my secret admire" he broke the hug and said "let's go and tell this to everyone"

but she stopped him by holding his hand and said "not now taehyung it's already evening and all of them went to home we can tell them tomorrow" "yes you are right but I am just so excited to tell everyone about you"

"I can understand but can you do one thing for me?" she asked little hesitate "yes I can do anything for you just tell me" "can you keep the secret of me being your secret admire please" taehyung smile dropped and he said "why" he asked confused "I don't want anyone to tease or you know I will feel little embarras that now everyone

know I used to write those letters" "but Sana-" "taehyung please" she said showing

her puppy eyes and he couldn't say no and he agreed to her.

flashback end

"and that's why I next day told everyone lie that we both loved each other from long time because I thought that she really will feel uncomfortable but it turned out that she just didn't wanted the truth to come out."

"but oppa how are you sure that it was y/n that wrote you letters and sana unnie is lying" jennie asked and Mrs. Kim nooded her head "taehyung maybe you were wrong y/n must have manipula-"" no mom that day I found her diary and I mattched her handwriting with the letters and it matches and when I mattched the handwriting with sana's writing it didn't matched"

"oppa there must be some mistake you can talk to sana unnie"

"I talked to her yesterday and she confessed that y/n was the one writing me letters."

flashback

yesterday night

"I was also so eager to meet you and waiting for this day because today I want to clear each and everything" taehyung said

"tell me taehyung what happened that night I want to know each and every thing, I am really sorry that I left you without giving you any chance. but now I want to know because I know how much you love me and can never betray me" she said carresing his hand he took his hand back and said" you know how much I love you right" and put his hand on her left cheek. she nooded and close her eyes and leaned to his touch.

"do you remember how we used to write letters to each other? " he asked and she opened her eyes wide and back away. "why are you suddenly asking me about that?" she asked a little tensed. "nothing I just remember our old days those days when you wrote thet letter to me were very special" she nooded with a tight smile.

"do you remember once you even wrote your secret number so that we can talk on phone and we even fixed our time" sana nodded her head and drink some water.

taehyung clenched his fist tightly. everthink he said was lie just to test sana and after getting her answer it was conform that she didn't wrote any letters to him all these years she was fooling with him and his emotions. now there is only one possibility that y/n is the one who wrote him letters. but he wanted to conform it. just thinking about it he felt a sudden pain in his chest like someone is squishing his heart with his hand.

if today what he is thinking is true than he don't know how to face y/n after what he did to her.

"will you tell me the truth" he asked "what?" she asked nervously

"I know you are not the one who wrote me letters"" no Taehyung what are you say-" "I never wrote letters to my secret admire and she didn't gave me her number. we both never talked to each other. I was just testing you and I got my answer"

"Taehyung listen I can explain you" she tried to touch him but he back away. she look down with tears in her eyes.

"I already know the answer who wrote me letters but I wanted to hear it from your mouth. " she didn't said anything" is she y/n?" she nodded her head slowly still looking down.

taehyung closed his eyes and tear left his eyes. he suddenly felt so suffocated. he loose his tie a little and opened two button of his shirt to breathe properly.

"why" he asked without looking at her

"because I love. I love you so much taehyung. that day when y/n put that letter in your locker I saw her and got to know that she is writing you letters and than i heard her talking to liza that she will reavel herself in front of you and propose you. that's why I took her place because I really love you." she looked toward him.

"do you know what you did? how can you do this? I never knew you were this selfish. you really played well these years" he said looking at her.

she fliched hard when he bang his hand on the table "because of you I lost so many years with her. I ruined her life because of your selfish desires I ruined her life."

"Taehyung I am very sorry" she said crying hardly and tried to touch him. but he backed away.

"just don't touch me and never show me your face"

she shake her head saying no "taehyung but you still love me right. you were with me in past we were very happy. we can still live together please taehyung. you can leave her and come to me we both will live happily"

Taehyung didn't wanted to listen to her so he started going out of the room but she grabbed his hand

"no taehyung no please don't leave me please"

taehyung took his hand from her grip and went out of the room

"TAEHYUNG"

She screamed his name while crying but he didn't look back.

Flashback end

"mom now what I will do I messed up all the things and now y/n also left me" he said crying hard.

Mrs. Kim and jennie both were shock. they don't know what to do. and they both realised how they treated y/n all these years. jennie suddenly realised that how broke their friendship because of that incident. if from starting they all knew that it was y/n that maybe all the things and specially that incident must not have been happened and everything would be right till now.

"oppa where is y/n"" she left me, she arranged our divorce papers and it already has her sign. " he said

"taehyung call her and-" "no mom I cannot, I don't have any courage to face her after how I treated her these years. " he said and closed his eyes.

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y/n was sitting on couch with a laptop. she was serching for jobs. now she is not leaving with taehyung and she cannot live with liza all her life depending on her and now she also have one child with her so it's urgent for her to find a job as soon as possible.

due to marriage with taehyung and taesoo she didn't go out to work. she was housewife all these years so she doesn't have any experience so it's difficult for her to find a job. but she is trying her best because she graduated from the best university in Korea.

"what are you doing y/n? "liza asked sitting beside her "you are again serching for job, y/n I already told you to just take rest while you are pregnant and my salary is enough for both of us. if you are living here so just take rest I will handle everything."

"no liza I already lost so many years of my life now I want to do something for me."

"ok I am allowing you only because you said this, but I want you to take care of yourself and your baby if not I will tie you with my bed BABYGIRL" she said the last part jokingly

y/n just laughed and nodded her head "ok ok I promise to take care of myself"

just than y/n phone vibrated she looked down and saw that she revised a message. but she was shock by the person who her message because she never thought in this life he will ever look at her. she opened and read the message and laughed sarcastically. 'so this is the reason he text me' she thought

??-"Sana came back, come home tonight"

TO BE CONTINUE~~~